I think I have shown in the past, some of the things that I do to chill out.


Yeah, I make things...this is a buffalo Jawbone club...
I also do bead work...nothing extravagant, just simple bracelets and necklaces..it helps me calm down. Never thought I could till I tried..

What I do to relax..

I like working with Bone and other natural stone,horn...natural colors and trade beads..Like I said, simple work.


The skull piece is my favorite...


To make a piece, for myself, my wife, a friend...its personal to me..I put a lot into it...my thoughts, my feelings...myself.

The chest holds pieces that I made on a whim, but I use to basically "Cannibalize" to make new creations....plus having a bead store close to my work, helps too.
I wonder..what do you people that read my paltry bog of a blog do to relax..chill, or just do????

Me...I'm going to make a few more bracelets...its a thing I do...

A year ago....

I managed to get a certain piece in just passed the wire...mainly speaking just passed the 12:00 hour..needless to say I didn't make the time and it came out a day late and a dollar short.

Not that it's a big deal, I don't make that big a deal out of this day anymore...just another day to me...but I do write about things like this, so I figured, why not.

Hey..new house, new year...new dog even..hell, even have a new job...new shit all the way around...so why the hell not.

If you must know, I'm turning 46 today...yeah..another year older..the dog is having his day. Like I said, just another day to me. Nothing special, just cake and ice cream..wife and the kids(dogs)...and 112 degree heat...gotta love the desert..

its 1 AM now and its 97 degrees...how's that for a birthday gift?

So..A year later..am I where I want to be? Personally, yes and no...yes, I'm in my own home..finally not paying some other assholes house payment...making this assholes house payment..hahahahha!

no..in a sense that the new job is not what I expected it to be..the Tedium is driving me nuts. It's boring, the people are standoffish...and did I say it was boring...I feel like a legalized drug pusher...AND I SWEAR...If one more person yells at me because they can't get their damn drugs..I'm going apeshit on their asses....

I've started writing again..guess that's a plus. A friend has also suggested a writing project as well..so that may be in the works...
My film needs work...my partner, well...he needs a kick in the ass...nuff said.

I'm still blogging...the people that read my blog, are still here..some new ones come by...but the ones that are most important to me, you know who you are...are still here..and that is a big plus.


So what's in a day...a life, a time...a dream...well I don't do that anymore..but if I did, I'm sure this would be one of them.

Peace.

what's in a name?......

A - You can be very quiet when you have
something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to
meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partying side in you,
don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judge mental.
I - You are always smiling & making others
smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to
people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W - You like your privacy .
X - You never let people tell you what to do .
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone...
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What mine says....

W - You like your privacy .
O - You are very open-minded.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
F - Everyone loves you.
I - You are always smiling & making others
smile.
E - You are a very exciting person.

Funny thing is, it's not too far off from my real name, and not too far from the truth...Well, maybe the part about everyone loving me...but I do have my moments...hahahaha!
OK, you read it, Tag, your it...just copy and paste...

Why look


someone I met was tired of looking and looking and not finding, that special someone...I didn't know what to say, so I just came up with this..



You seek, you find, you wish you didn't...you look again, and there it isn't...you look where it was, its not there anymore...you look where it went, it just left...
you get tired, you get angry, you get hurt, you just want it to go away...and then one day, you turn around and it's there to stay.

That People, is the elusive beast called love.
When you least expect it, it's there where you never thought it would be.
Whole trick is, stop looking, and let it come looking for you.


that's the Gospel according to Wolfie...may be full of it, but it worked for me...

that's it...no more...go home...What did you expect? the Dahli Lama..hahahahaha!

Well,I guess I'll take a poke at Pooh's meme..(Somehow that does't sound right...)and where Annie did Three, I'll do four...

*Where is your cell phone? On the end table.
*Relationship? In for the term
*Your hair? Short, Dark and curly
*Work? Tedious, boring annoyingly frustrating
*Your sister? Thief, liar schemer schmuck.
*Your favorite thing? long uninterrupted lazy days
*Your dream last night? I don't dream anymore.
*Your favorite drink? Lipton's Green Iced Tea
*Your dream car? blue/white 57 Chevy
* The room you’re in? my big airy den
* Your shoes? Lugz Boots various ones
* Your fears? not death, not anymore
* What do you want to be in 10 years? here, in my home
* Who did you hang out with this weekend? Wife,dogs and TV
* What you’re not good at? Money,Math,saying goodbye
* Muffin? Banana nut and Oatmeal
* One of your wish list items? To meet one friend
* Where you grew up? East Los Angeles, projects
* The last thing you did? list Comics in database
* What are you wearing? Shorts,shirt,skin, hair
* What aren’t you wearing? shoes, socks, a smile
* Your pet? two dog, unsociable fish
* Your computer? link to my friends
* Your life? Its here for now
* Your mood? comfortably numb and sleepy
* Missing? dreams, I used to
* What are you thinking about right now? sleep, is it there?
* Your car? my fortress of solitude
* Your kitchen? it's not mine,really
* Your summer? no different, I'm working
* Your favorite color? twilight blue-black dawn
* When is the last time you laughed? earlier today I think
* Last time you cried? four years ago, may
* School? not some fondly remembered
* Love? A dream I had

Sheriff Baca said Friday that while Hilton was imprisoned for three days at the Century Regional Detention Facility, her "medical condition had been deteriorating," though he did not reveal the nature of the ailment. He did say, however, that Hilton had been on medication prior to being jailed, but was not taking any while she was imprisoned.

Holding a one-page medical evaluation, he said: "This is the evidence that this lady has some severe problems."

SHEEEEEEEIT!

That's why I never voted for the foker when I lived in Cali..HE'S AN ASSHOLE!

Righteous Indignation!

Three fucking days! not even a fucking week! a couple of fucking hours if that!
The skeezy bitch goes to jail and the bastards give her a fucking bye...
WTF!?!

I mean really, What the fuck is up with that shit!
Oh, btw, if you haven't figured it out by now, I'm talking about Paris "I'm only so-called famous for my families money" Hilton,
AND HER SO-CALLED JAIL SENTENCE!

WHAT A FUCKING JOKE!
You know damn well, if this were you or I, we'd be cooling our heels in county..not some private freaking cell! I MEAN REALLY. I'M GONNA DRIVE RECKLESS, GET BUSTED AND DEMAND TO BE TREATED LIKE A HILTON! EXCEPT, INSTEAD OF GOING TO JAIL, I WANT TO GO TO ONE OF THEIR FREAKING HOTELS! I'M THINKING VEGAS....

This dumb broad, thinks she's royalty because her family has real estate...BIG FUCKING DEAL!
If she were, she'd be a sad disappointment to em..Hell, she's been a sad fucking disappointment.

Let's dissect this shall we:

Hilton will be under home confinement, wearing an electronic monitoring ankle bracelet, for the remaining 40 days of her sentence for violating probation in a reckless driving case.
chilling in the lap of luxury on the taxpayers dime!

The celebrity inmate was sent home from the L.A. County jail's Lynwood lockup shortly after 2 a.m., a stunning reduction to a sentence that already had been cut from 45 to 23 days because of "good behavior." Another two days were lopped off the original 45 since she checked in late Sunday and left early Thursday, earning credit for five days served.
Can you say someone's palm got greased!

No details were available on the nature of Hilton's medical condition. Sheriff's spokesman Steve Whitmore refused to answer questions about whether it was physical or psychological.
What,they don't have tampons at the lynwood facility?? Shame on you Sheriff

"I can't specifically talk about the medical situation other than to say that yes, it played a part in this," Whitmore said at an early morning news conference outside the jail. Can you say Period? I knew that you could...

Hilton's lawyer and publicist did not return calls seeking comment. he's in Bermuda!

On Sunday night, after a surprise red-carpet appearance at the MTV Movie Awards, Hilton surrendered to authorities with little fanfare. Yeah, only 50 papperazzi were there, not the usual 125!

"I am trying to be strong right now," she told reporters at the time. "I'm ready to face my sentence. Even though this is a really hard time, I have my family, my friends and my fans to support me, and that's really helpful." BULLSHIT!

Hilton was housed in the "special needs" unit of the 13-year-old jail, separate from most of its 2,200 inmates. The unit contains 12 two-person cells reserved for police officers, public officials, celebrities and other high-profile inmates. Hilton didn't have a cellmate. What? that little rat she calls a dog didn't count?

Like other inmates in the special-needs area, Hilton took meals in her cell and was allowed outside for at least an hour each day to shower, watch TV in the day room, participate in outdoor recreation or talk on the telephone. SHE HAD TO SHOWER...WITH OTHER PEOPLE!

When Hilton was sentenced May 4, Superior Court Judge Michael T. Sauer ruled she would not be allowed any work release, furloughs or use of an alternative jail or electronic monitoring in lieu of jail. GUESS THE PRICE WAS WRONG, BOB...

Whitmore said Thursday that Sauer "was consulted and he was advised" about her early release. OOP'S...GUESS THAT PRICE WAS RIGHT, BOB..D'OH

Hilton's path to jail began when she was arrested Hilton in Hollywood on Sept. 7. She pleaded no contest to reckless driving and was sentenced to 36 months' probation, alcohol education and $1,500 in fines.. CAN YOU SAY "DROP IN THE BUCKET FOR DADDY"



On Jan. 15 she was pulled over by the California Highway Patrol. Informed that her license was suspended, Hilton signed a document acknowledging she was not to drive. Then, on Feb. 27, she was pulled over a third time, which led to her brief incarceration THREE TIMES! ONE SHOULD HAVE BEEN ENOUGH!

Her new lockup is a four-bedroom, three-bathroom, Spanish-style home on .14 acres above the Sunset Strip. OM-FUCKING-G! What would they have given her if she had hit someone...FRANCE!

Of all this bullshit, and it is utter bullshit...this is the one line that bothers me the most:
Whitmore said Thursday that Sauer "was consulted and he was advised" about her early release.
Judges are supposed to be the pillars of the Law...This is just fucked...and why I got out when I did...I could not see going through all those years of school and then see this happen.
I'd've give up my law career on the spot.

This goes beyond a travesty...this is plane and simple blind injustice.